Most of you are aware by now that I have begun writing two
blogs, one every other week. Next week I will continue an entry begun last week
on Praying Your Politics. http://watchinginprayer.blogspot.com/
This entry continues last week's post on examining yourself
for the Relief of Repentance.
Look again at the powerful prayer of David In Psalm 139.
"Search me O God
and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any
grievous way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."
Searching
you heart must key on Searching the Devotion of Your Heart.
I made a
serious commitment to Christ the summer before my freshman year in high school.
I went back to school a different boy. Sometime in that year a boy confided in
me, cautious lest his friends
overhear.
"I started going to church once. I was real serious about it. I went every
Sunday and even on Wednesday nights. But after a while I just said, 'What's the
use?"
I did not
know what to say to him. And I'm not certain what he was saying. But most of us
are aware of people who say something like, "I used to be a Christian. I
was really devoted to God, but it didn't get me anything." Maybe they said
something like, "I was devoted to God, but when I really needed something,
He didn't come through."
Some of
you may have thought something like that. But examine those statements with me.
Was that person devoted to God or devoted to what they thought serving God
would get them?
We need
God's help to examine the devotion of our hearts. Do I love You, God? Or do I
love myself. Do I love You, or do I love what I want you to give me?
There are
a number of great things about God's searching in us. First, I can never see my
devotions as clearly as God. I tend to see the specs in my brothers' eyes but
I'm blind to logs in my own.
It is also
good to go to God to ferret out my devotion because God loves and forgives me.
Satan accused Job of loving God's protection and provision rather than God
Himself. But even though it was partly true, God did not believe it. God always
sees Jesus in me.
God also
comes to us with the power to change our devotion. He speaks to us and draws
our hearts to Him. O God, inspire the devotion of my heart. When I enter into
worship alone or in church, when I take time to thank God for what He does for
me, when I ponder my position in Christ, God’s Spirit draws me to love Him more
and more.
“The longer I serve Him the sweeter
He grows.”
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